The only reason I’m not dead rn or could have been dead because I know deep down my family would miss me and care about me that the only reason why I keep waking up everyday and keep living even tho I want to fucking die so much I want to end it all but I can’t because I’m scared of death and bc I know my family will miss me I try to have hope I do try to even when everything fall part I still have hope and keep on living
Ya I had people tell me she likes me when I show them screenshots of me and her conversations but no she likes someone else her ex who she ended on good terms with still likes her and fucking kisses her last Sunday and told her he likes her still and she went along with it when he kiss her and she know she liked him when he laugh like bro a ex is a ex for a reason omg why can’t people understand that
3 times is a lot when I’ve only talked and really liked 4 different women in my life. This last time this girl really seemed to like me and really seemed like things were going great and then one day I found out she already had a bf so she was cheated but she swore to me that she was gonna break up with the other guy. Fast forward 4 months of back and forth between liking me and liking the other guy and all this bs drama and she ended choosing to be with him and it crushed me
I put in so much effort I put my heart and soul into this girl and she choose the other guy and it just sucks so bad when this already happened twice before and then this it just sucks. I really loved her I wish she didn’t lie to me and put me through so much. It just pains me so so badly
Ya that kinda happen to me to I met this girl on a dating app and it seem like things were going good but then it just stop she needed space bc stuff was going on but then I found out when school started she was hanging out at some guy dorm and dating some dude and people told me she had a reputation or got around or whatever I can’t remember now
Yeah man it’s just been really tough I can see it’s been really rough for both of us and it just sucks so much. We both don’t deserve this type of shit that happens to us. One day you will find someone who loves and appreciates you I know it’ll happen. It just sucks that stuff that you’ve had to go through and I’m really sorry you’ve had to go through all of that man it’s so painful but you will find the one someday I know you will
I thought I did I thought she might give me a chance and shit but no everyone lied saying she like me idk why I try to have hope no girl will ever give me a chance I’m ugly I’m fat and I have depression I’m cooked and I’m gonna be single forever I will never have a gf and I honestly want to do I think all girls and everyone would be better off without in this fucking shit world
Your life is going to get better too. I am fat, I have depression, I have very bad and severe anxiety. It’s not easy living like this I know and it can seem sometimes there’s no hope and that it’s all over but it’ll get better I promise you. Tonight I’ve been thinking a lot and have been very very depressed but Ive started to have feelings that things will get better even though it seems very dark and I believe that for you too. Life sucks and I feel your pain and know how you feel right now
With my anxiety it makes it so hard to live everyday life doing anything in public even as simple as buying a drink at a convenience store makes me anxious. I have thought about suicide a lot and how to do it and what I’d even write in my letter. But I feel the same way as you with the things that keeps me alive. My family and hope no matter how bad it gets no matter how awful life seems there is hope no matter what that things will get better and that’s what has kept me alive too.
Hey man I’m really glad you’re alive too. I hope things get better for you too you deserve a better life and better mental health. You deserve a girl to give you a chance as well and I believe it will happen for you. I’ve had a pretty rough night but talking to you has helped me a lot knowing I’m not alone and I’m really greatful for you I know things will get better for you.