anyone else terrified that they’ll never find someone to settle down with, will grow old alone, or become one of those older gays who only hangs around young people in clubs/bars, endlessly chasing some kind of thrill to fill the void of unfulfillment
being gay is so scary sometimes bc it feels like we’re all competing for a chance to escape this cycle and there’s like… limited spots? because there’s so few of us? idk if this makes any sense
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Anonymous3w
Less terrified and more burdened with the certainty of that outcome.
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Anonymous3w
Yeah, at least a few times a week. Most of the time, I’m too busy with something else. But in the evenings it comes for me
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Anonymous3w
As someone who just got broken up with after a 2.5 year relationship where we had plans for that, yeah. Now more than ever.
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Anonymous3w
such realism.. sigh..
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Anonymous#13w
Idk how old you are, but it’s prob not too late to shift away from the trajectory. Especially the part about hanging with young people for thrills