
If you have no influence or input from your friends at all, and were living completely according to how you desire, would you feel any discomfort with being female/a woman? How would it make you feel to live as a man? What about an unattractive or average man? Or to grow old as a man?
I do think i would enjoy being born and grow up as a man more. I dont know i like being a man and seen as a man but idk if im turning into a pick-me and i really dont want to but being called a girl just irks me the wrong way sometimes and i feel so bad about it idk but i would think growing up and being born as a man wouldnt give me all this guilt