1. I love bollywood movies and realized i kept picturing myself in the guy character’s place, finally broke down crying during an intermission because i wanted to be the mmc so bad 2. My mom tried to make me act more ladylike by saying if i manspread i’d grow a penis…i manspread as much as possible after that point, but did not grow a penis 😔

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In middle school I would agonize about male puberty and being born in the wrong body. Only to find out that trans people r a thing! but of course that couldn't be me... queue years of repression. fast forward years later into college and I'm making my own income and living my own life, but there's still that pervasive apathy about myself and life in general. Then I get super fucked up and go to pride on a whim and there's this speech about living authentically.

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I was listening to that song that had the lyric “This is the story of a girl/who cried a river and drowned the whole world” and I was much happier imagining myself as the girl he was singing about, rather than the guy singing

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