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Trigger warning! CSA! I’ve identified as ace for a few years but I can’t tell if that’s truly who I am or if it’s my past experience with CSA that’s preventing me from feeling safe being intimate with others. Has anyone else experience this?
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Anonymous 4w

For reference I’m 21 years old, rarely experience crushes or urges to go on dates or be intimate, I have a type but only find very specific ppl attractive, I do have a libido just express it solo, every kiss on the lips I’ve had I’ve hated it genuinely brings me dread but neck kisses were nice the one time i experienced it (I don’t know why), broke off every relationship bc I hated kissing and my partner couldn’t maintain a relationship without sex or kissing.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

I’m genuinely baffled at myself bc I genuinely don’t know why I’m like this. I just want to know if any of this sounds like something anyone else experienced, especially if you’re a CSA / SA survivor

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