I don't know what my gender is anymore. I get gender envy all the time and I just figured that's just part of being cis but now idk. I don't feel like I'm trans enough to be trans but I'm not cis enough to be cis, idm what I am.
The best thing about labels is that you don’t have to use them, I’m in the same boat. Do what makes you happy, and surround yourself with people who can support you.