
you have no reason to be embarrassed you are Jewish, although I find myself embarrassed sometimes that people who say such things are also Jewish, there are a mix of people in every ethnicity and this kind of nonsense happens around virtually every ethnicity or religion at one point in history or another
One of the things I am very proud of wit Jewish culture is we have a rich cultural tradition of debate and dissent, your dissent from these people who have been trying to hyjack Jewishness, your dissent against those people is a part of our Jewish tradition and heritage. Stay strong, we are in a dark time but we have survived for thousands of years through many dark times, and we will get through this together