
Part 2: hanging out and I saw a guy on his screen, a quick flash because he knew i was attracted as the first glance. I then told him, that oh if you dont want him give him to me. Only jokingly cause I dont sleep with my friend guys. I remembered he told me his name but i forgot what his name was. Well, a few weeks went by, and I saw this profile on grindr.
This profile had a nice pic, and I was very much attracted to him. He loved the same category of things i liked, and we hit it off fast. He wasnt usually into younger guys but I was an exception. I was high, and i went over his place, we ended up in bed and then i left( a usual one night stand). But, something was bugging me, because I started connecting clues of what my friend told me and of what i seen, that it was probably the same guy. I then asked both of them to confirm, and to my surprise
It was him. So i then proceeded to meet him after verifying and we became bfs. Now during this time i was going through rough patches with my friend because he like me and I proceeded to break things off with him cause of multiple reasons, which i always regret. But fast forward to a few days ago i invited my friend on this job, my friend is also gay, and our boss is my bf. Dont ask dont tell lol. Anyway, i didnt tell my friend he was my bf, cause i always told my bf do not get with my friends.
Well a few days ago, my bf, my friend, and I went to a gay area. This area is where a lot of guys look around and have sex. But it was boring so i left and went to the strip club. After leaving and going to the strip club, i came back cause my bf said give us 20 mins. I started looking for them and my heart started pounding. I then opened a stall door of where i thought they was and seen both of them standing up with whag it looks playing with each other. I got so upset. I went manic a few-
Months ago, and ended up in the hospital healing from my injuries, and then going to jail because of the trauma i caused. Very unfortunate situation, so seeing them, i lashed out at my bf. Not my friend because it wasn’t his fault i cant eat and I dont know what to do. I feel betrayed hurt and sad over what happened. My bf says i overreacted because i put him through worse stress like getting topped while in a open relationship, or sleeping with my friend, who was the person who showed up-