
Dude I’m so sorry you went through that. What you went through doesn’t sound consensual…like at all. Body reactions don’t mean anything if he just suddenly pushed himself on you with no regard of whether you’re into it. Sounds like you were dissociating based on the little space bit, which is also rlly concerning
He starts choking me, pulling my hair, slapping my ass and face. He also grabs at my tits too while making out. Now, idk whether I liked it or not or if I was scared and aroused or whatever. Like I was wet but I don’t know, I’m very confused and it felt like I kept going into “little space”