
absolutely. I’ve had a lot of random hookups and none of them compare to the sex I’ve had with someone who I actually care about, where we can comfortably cuddle slowly and be a bit silly with each other in bed. I actually care about them outside of the bed! and he cares about me feeling good too
I just don’t really feel desirable. Im not meaning this as a pity post im just venting. Ive been consensually with 4 women. 2 cheated on me. One left after i opened up about being r*ped. My most recent girlfriend just straight up told me i do not have a desirable body and she does not want to pursue me. Im thankful for the honesty but it still hurts.