I fucked this guy as my first and the first 3 times we did it were my first 3 times fucking and I bled all three times but the catch is he's terrified of blood and didn't tell me that so he fully almost puked onto me in missionary and I have emetephobia
"Emetophobia is an intense, irrational fear of vomiting, seeing vomit, or witnessing others vomit, often leading to severe anxiety, panic attacks, and extreme avoidance behaviors."