
hey man every sexual encounter can be what you make of it. it sucks that it was your first experience, sure, but it doesn't have to mean anything more than it does just because it was. this one can be your first shitty experience and hopefully the next one is your first ballin' experience 😎
It’s okay me and my ex were supposed to hang out after my PHP (partial hospitalization program) bc i was suicidal at the time but he didn’t show up and turns out he was cheating on me. Anyway I still let him take my virginity AFTER that. Sometimes girls don’t think through shit enough but that’s okay