I was making progress that I could see for the first time in a really long while at the end of January beginning of February and I haven’t been back since because my physical therapist said I couldn’t for a while and then I got scared. I keep crying
I could see where I’d be by my birthday(the end of the month) no I just feel like a fat unathletic blob and I really wish someone could just tell me it is all in my head and that all the progress I made didn’t go away