girlboard on Sidechat | trigger for CSA: but this stuff going on in the world is genuinely making me question if i was trafficked as a kid. i grew up a bit with a motorcycle club filled with ex cops & ex military men. they were inappropriate in front of kids

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girlboard 1w

trigger for CSA: but this stuff going on in the world is genuinely making me question if i was trafficked as a kid. i grew up a bit with a motorcycle club filled with ex cops & ex military men. they were inappropriate in front of kids

Anonymous 1w

and i remember having sleepovers but i can’t remember whatsoever what happened during them. i also showed almost every sign of CSA whether it was from that club, inside the house, whatever. but my mom’s ex husband who was in it wasn’t even a cop or in the military ever. he dropped out of hs. they gave us gifts & helped with financial stuff occasionally. idk how he was in that group let alone had a higher up position in it. i don’t know. i don’t know at all

Anonymous 1w

im so sorry, this sounds like it must be a really scary and emotional time for you. please don’t try to deal with all this on your own— do you have any way to access therapy? would you feel comfortable calling a hotline like the national mental health hotline? thinking of you and wishing you some peace 💜

Anonymous

#1 1w

this is a list of different phone lines available for different kinds of trauma and mental health struggles: https://www.brainline.org/article/crisis-hotlines-warm-lines-and-mental-health-resources-triggering-or-traumatic-events

Anonymous

#1 4d

thank you so much. i’m currently getting help for my chronic illnesses while living with my mom temporarily. i can’t exactly access therapy to talk abt this without her fully knowing i think. but i am leaving here soon & ABSOLUTELY getting myself therapy when im away from her & her boyfriend. thank you so so much for ur kind words and giving resources. it really means a lot truly

Anonymous

OP 4d

im so glad i could help a little bit! please please do use the resources if you need or want to in the meantime while you are still living with your mom, and i’m really glad you are planning to go to therapy. i hope you get all the help and healing you need, i’ll be wishing you the best :)