
like she did help me get back and uber me, and I was fairly new to drinking so it was kind of my fault for going too hard when I didn’t know my limits yet but I just feel bad about how it all went down because it was such a vulnerable state and if that happened to my friend I wouldn’t leave her side for anything. But also her friends were in town and she shouldn’t have to babysit me so idk.
this is what gets me because I feel like idc what I was planning on doing or if it annoys me, if my friend is in that state I’m not leaving them alone, but then on the other hand she also helped me get home after they got back (like over an hour later tho). but like, I was obviously scared because I’ve never been that drunk before in my life and also because I was alone and knew I was going to pass out.
yes 100% I learned my lesson, for context it was like my third time drinking ever (so I should have paced myself) and it was juice/punch situation where I couldn’t tell how strong it was because it tasted just like regular juice. Definitely learned my limits and really got lucky as the situation could’ve been much worse.