
I met him a year ago and he was really mean to me and I had a minor crush on him, then it went away, and then I learned more about him, and it’s coming back stronger the more I learn about him. And he’s nicer now, or at least realized I need more help realizing he’s joking 😭 and he has so many red flags but that I happen to find attractive (my bad) and I think this might be the worst crush I’ve ever had
And he’s still not the nicest person in the world but I have autism and think I was misunderstanding a lot of jokes at the beginning and there’s a part of me that really likes the sort of rude banter more than I’d ever like endless compliments cuz it’s more interesting. As long as yknow he’s not a complete a-hole all the time.