Girl Talk on Sidechat | hey guys, I broke up with my narc ex a year ago, but I lost feelings for him like five months before that; anyway, though I have a date for the first time tomorrow and I’m gonna shit my pants :D I’m so nervous I wanna cry. Anyone have advice?

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Girl Talk 19h

hey guys, I broke up with my narc ex a year ago, but I lost feelings for him like five months before that; anyway, though I have a date for the first time tomorrow and I’m gonna shit my pants :D I’m so nervous I wanna cry. Anyone have advice?

Anonymous 19h

I don’t miss my ex by the way and honestly if I could erase him from my memory, I so would because I hate that man and we were together for 2 1/2 years. Anyways, I guess I’m nervous because what if I’m too much? What if he’s actually a horrible person but has a disguise on? I am excited, but I also have ADHD and when I’m anxious, I stumble or talk fast

Anonymous 19h

Dating is so scary, but it’s so beautiful at the same time. My whole life I had to be somebody else for people and I had to wear a mask the whole time. I was a huge people pleaser and now I’ve worked on that and I’m not so bad anymore, but still. I had to make myself small for everybody and once I started to show my true self, nobody really stuck around anymore. I know I chose bad people in the past because I just wanted at least someone there. I am happy now

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OP 19h

that i don’t follow those patterns anymore. my high school friends ganged up on me all the time and the soccer team I was on they would bully me and then in college, I had some friends, but all they wanted to do was party and club and it didn’t feel like real friendship just fake. I have no friends and I only have my bestie 1200 miles away. my fam and i aren’t super close. dating is so scary.