
not to dump a bunch of emotions but my grandma passed away recently and left me some money, not a super huge amount but more than i’ve ever had and enough that i can go to grad school without worrying too much. i feel like so grateful and guilty at the same time and it feels like such a huge responsibility. and then i see super rich people like throwing money around and i just don’t understand??? how can people act like it’s nothing when its such a big deal you know