I low key miss having mood swings because sure the lows were devastating but the highs were so high and I haven’t felt a rush like that in forever.
It really is good I’m mostly stable now (though still mentally ill) but numb is boring sometimes
I want to clarify again that this is a really bad mindset to have and I shouldn’t miss the absolute worst period of my mental illness. I just miss FEELING even though those highs aren’t healthy either
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And that’s why I’m reducing my medicine. It’s just not feeling me being me anymore if I no longer have the emotions