i realized what it was. i watched a reel yesterday of this model mom getting her daughter’s lunchbox for school and i think i liked the way she and her daughter spoke to each other, was respectful & cute. i didn’t get that growing up lol
anyone else get that weird feeling you finally understand how life works, so much so that you should just have a child atp lol. i’m 23 and still grounding myself to be fully independent but holy fuck i feel like i’ve lived so many lives in college