
i feel like it can depend on when you started going out. like some people really were born to party and they never get tired of it and i love my party girls, but i had some crazy experiences in high school so by the time i got to college i had kind of run it out of my system if that makes sense. i still love going out from time to time of course but it’s not nearly as much as i used to in my teens and i’m definitely not as crazy as i used to be.
at the ripe ages of 14-17 i was running around with drug dealers and throwing parties with my friends who were all super into coke and pills and one of them smoked crack regularly 😭 i think they’re all still alive thankfully and some have gone to rehab since i’ve kind of separated from that world. we would crash parties too with people who were all way too old to be partying with us. ran into some very sticky situations. glad to be alive 🙏
yeah no one should be doing what i was doing 😭 i think because i didn’t enjoy drinking and drugs as much it saved me from going off the deep-end with them. i was the dd most of the time haha but definitely still got dragged into a lot of bad shit and was like “okay i’ve seen enough” and went a different direction with my life.