im not afraid of death as a concept. like im super cool w it im just afraid of dying in a painful way. the finality of it all is fine w me i just dont wanna die horrifically ya know.
exactly. like the concept of a gory or otherwise mortally painful death is what scares me. the rest is chill but like dont let me get shot in the stomach and bleed out slowly or be impaled or some shit. ive suffered enough😭