
I began birth control as a teenager which made me put on a little weight, also like.. just growing up does that, too. I’m really short so I’ve been super conscious about weight recently. I’ve been wishing I could return to the really skinny girl I used to be, but in that video, I just feel like I look so much like an adult, and one who goes to the gym, at that. Going to the gym can really fuck with your body image, which is kind of counterintuitive! But after months of feeling like there was no-