
I’m so sorry!!! My grandma that is still alive is 81 but the past 3 months she’s been in and out of the hospital from all kinds of different shit, my other grandma passed away 7 and a half years ago a few weeks after her 93rd birthday, my grandfather(from the grandma that’s still alive) passed away 3 and a half years ago exactly 2 weeks after his 80th birthday too!! I get real nervous around my loved ones birthdays now…😭😭 I’m sorry for your loss, it truly never gets easier imo, but just know