
Idk if it sounds manic (been around plenty genuine mania and you seem pretty coherent and organized but then again I’m not you!) — it sounds like you get bored and desire change in a self/destructive way. I’ve done a few of these things as a result of trauma and tbh I just gained 30 pounds and fit into none of the clothes I bought on Depop. Plus spent too much on drugs… and from A FRIENDS experience even fucking seemingly trustworthy exes can give you lifelong complications from STIs.