Anonymous verysad 73w

Girl 😭 my psychiatrist told me I have ocd and at first I didn’t rlly believe her but every day somebody tells me something that makes me go 🧐

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Anonymous verysad 73w

Not you bullying me fkrjdjwlwlg

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Anonymous OP 73w

Girl that is definitely your OCD. The intrusive thoughts of what if I’m secretly a bad person are classic ocd

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Anonymous #4 73w

It would be worth bringing up to your therapist even for that reason

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Anonymous #4 73w

This actually makes me feel so much better about bringing it up to her bcos I’d wanna ask a white therapist too, though I do still think the black therapist would have a more accurate answer based on her lived experiences but maybe that’s racist idk 😭

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Okay also sorry can I ask, is it an OCD thing that I’m worried that I’m only volunteering as virtuesignalling and not because I dont know it but I secretly don’t care about the right things?

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Anonymous OP 73w

Google scrupulosity ocd and see if it sounds like you

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Anonymous #4 73w

More on the morality part of it than the religious side

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Anonymous #4 73w

Thank you so much for this 😭 it hurts to learn I might have another brand of crazy than I was aware of lol but it makes me feel a lot better to know that it might just be in my brain and not actually that I’m a horrible person. And maybe I won’t always feel this way.

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Anonymous OP 73w

If it helps- Just as a general rule MOST bad people don’t spend hours of their life worrying about if they’re a bad person. They’re just bad people. The fact that you worry means you actually care about being a good person

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