
I feel like I’m one of those people that’s just barely good enough for people to wanna have sex with nobody wants a relationship. Yk I spent four years “in a relationship” until he told me it never meant anything in his mind, it didn’t count for him, and he’s been with others since we go together. We did all the things people who love each other do and then suddenly I’m just not enough and never mattered.
In his mind vacations with his family and holiday meant nothing. Taking me out on valentines dates. Double dates with is friends. Living together. Etc. none of it mean anything. His only excuse “well we never clarified what we were so I assumed you knew this wasn’t permanent” My bad for assuming introducing me to the family as his girlfriend meant something. We never talked 1v1 about though so I guess that’s where I fucked up.
He told me he was okay to keep seeing me if I wanted to keep having sex but he has no interest in me as a person. I said no. That I wouldn’t be used and I wouldn’t allow him to keep toying with my emotions. Now I’m a miserable bitch because I said that 😂 fine by me. He go really comfortable calling me a bitch when he got mad towards the end. So that’s fine.