Anonymous #1 12h

I’m going to rant because I’m hormonal. I hate my church telling me I have to basically “shut down my sexual organs” so to speak because it’s sinful and wrong. They have made me feel this way for almost 2 years and I’m seriously considering deconstructing from Christianity. This might be an exaggeration but this is how I seriously feel right now and it’s angering because I feel this tension between what my body is literally screaming for and what I want from a guy and what the church wants.

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Anonymous OP 12h

I actually became an atheist who grew up Christian and I think there are a lot of issues with religion so I must say I support that. You don’t have to completely disconnect from it if you don’t want to, but definitely disregard the parts that make you suppress yourself or be judgmental of others (like the lgbtq and stuff like that). Religion has good and bad aspects just like anything else

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Anonymous #1 12h

Thank you 🫶🏻I’m trying to get through this as best I can without feeling shame

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Anonymous OP 12h

But I do feel shameful because I can’t fucking touch myself just because the church says and the bible as well. can’t do that because it’s sin. Can’t imagine having sex with a man or multiple at the same time. There are all these things I can’t do just because the church says.

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