yes and it doesn’t help when i finally open up it gets turning into an argument
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Anonymous11w
Just drink bro
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Anonymous11w
I have a lot of trouble expressing my feelings because of my mom growing up and making it an argument. I’ve learned how to do it a bit better recently but im still getting better
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Anonymous11w
Yeah but I’m getting used to it pretty quick
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Anonymous11w
yes very
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Anonymous11w
Yeah anytime I feel anything even slightly inconvenient I try to gaslight myself into feeling how I want to feel instead, surprisingly it doesn’t work 🤷♀️
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Anonymous11w
bro yes, Like I want a man so bad but my feelings always make me push away every guy that I’ve ever liked and they don’t understand when I try to explain to them
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Anonymous11w
And then it being used against you later
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Anonymous11w
No… I’m a little too comfortable
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Anonymous11w
Yes and yes very much so I hate talking about my feelings and I don’t want or know how to fix that and it makes me feel guilty bc it’s not socially acceptable and it feels like I’m letting people down
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Anonymous#111w
Jealous I fear I’m getting worse
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AnonymousOP11w
Day 1 wasn’t too bad now I’m letting it all out no censorship and I fear everyone’s gonna find out who I am
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Anonymous11w
it’s not even really that it’s just kinda everything. my grandma was SO abusive mentally so it rly damaged my mom. i feel kinda bad for her
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Anonymous#611w
Dude just get blackout srunk everyday and u gonna be fine
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Anonymous#511w
Lmaoo good idea
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Anonymous#611w
Like I love my bf but talking to him about my emotions makes me physically ill 😭😭😭
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AnonymousOP11w
This is literally me with talking stages, like I get so sick I can’t and I push them away.