
i know and he doesn’t know but i literally had 0 friends my whole life esp elementary- high school bc my family was so problematic and got into fights with everyone leaving me with no friends my whole life bc everyone judged me for association so it makes me resent my family more for something they have no clue about. he told me i could vent anytime and i didn’t every time but maybe 1-2 a week and me being vulnerable was chasing him away. so sad it’s so unfair it’s not my fault i didn’t choose
Dang that really sucks girl I’m sorry. In the future it may be helpful to find someone to talk to. I’ve experienced the distancing from venting with friends as well in the past, and it really hurts to see someone leave you. But sometimes sharing all of life’s heaviness with someone can push them away, so finding a therapist or counselor can help with that. That’s what I do now and I’m in a happy relationship! Hope this helps ❤️