i can’t love my body bruh i hate being so short and thin. i fear people will think im a fucking child. i want to gain muscle but i genuinely have the metabolism/appetite of a bird i can’t help it. i fear nobody will love me unless its bc i’m small (gross)
i’m speaking romantically. it’s not crazy to say i don’t want men to be attracted to me bc of the disgusting fetish that is today’s beauty standards (looking frail and child like)