
Well it was a bit of both tbh. it started cus my parents were on my ass saying I had a problem and I was failing all my classes and spending all my money and just constantly blacking out every time I drank. And I was like big woop it’s college. So they sent me to like a rehab therapy thing and I was kinda listening but not rlly but I stopped for a bit and then started again thinking I could just have a cute valentines drink w my roommates
I was like 7 or so months in when I thought I could just have the casual lil drink w my roommates one night and be chill. And at first i thought I slayed cus I drank that night and then not the rest of the week but the next weekend I was like well it was fine last weekend and I went a whole week after so I’m obviously good. And then weekends turned back into daily and such and I ended up back at square one within probably 3 weeks- a month.