
I’ll expand…. We dated 4 years. I won’t even touch on those yesrs. But terrible. No dates. No pics. No gifts. Nothing ever that benefited or helped or showed me off. I mothered him. No contact for a year. He owed me A LOT of money. In that use I went from no friends. Nobody. I got a few, they all live together. They just didn’t pick me to fill the extra room again idk… so after a while when nobody fucks w you but your ex. Yea. It gets hard to pick socializing w him or killing yourself. You pick
Well I asked him for money a year ago, got it. Been up and down. He really fucked w me again a few times. Including this concert. And wel nobody else wanted to go with me. And I don’t even want him with me bc Ik how he is. And I don’t want him trying to fuck me. Over all he’s going to ruin smth for me on purpose or not. But it’s also 3 states away and I’ve never been and unfortunately a lot of my happiness relies on the little socializing I act get in return.