because it’s also what they want just, it’s got to be the perfect girl for it to happen for them, so it almost feels backhanded because it’s like why can’t that be me that you start to act right with and i’ve been told this twice, that i deserve someone who worships the ground i walk on blah blah and they think i’m really cool and still seek me out, so if literally so many pieces are in place then what am i missing :/ i take it personally unfortunately

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