
Don’t be too hard on yourself, it’s a much bigger maturity gap than you’d think. I dated a 22yo at 19 and i don’t think I was ever taken seriously or seen as an equal. Now I’m almost 22 and would never think to go near a 19 yo in that sense. Each situation is different tho so I’m not saying you’re doomed or anything.
as a 22 year old myself, 19 and 22 are kind of vastly different stages in life, and rather than actual number differences, i find it’s best to be dating someone that’s taking the same strides as you. i’m a completely different person than i was 3 years ago- i’m so much more confident in my own skin, i know how to say no to people, and i’m more sure about my path in life. take this time now to learn how to be discerning with your partners, and discover more of yourself :)