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I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been (5’10 about 160 used to be abt 115 when I was really struggling w my ed) and I’m quite literally the hottest I’ve ever been who knew I actually had all this ass
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Anonymous 3w

I’m 4 mikes deep looking in the mirror sorry guys

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Anonymous 3w

Omg same Im the same height and I was super depressed and was ~115lb but I’m gaining weight rn dw I weigh more than that now

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Anonymous 3w

Oh I’m 5’11” and 155 lbs and was 130 at the height of my ED (but I was esp unwell bc I lost that in a matter of months hardly eating) Twin.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 3w

Been going to the gym too to get some muscle

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 3w

By months I mean like two months

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 3w

I WANT TO GO TO THE GYM AND GET JACKED TOO ACTUALLY

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 3w

Omg queen we look so much better when we look healthy I like that ppl can’t look at me and immediately know something is wrong w me

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 3w

Yeah literally EVERYONE who knew me was concerned for me and even my friends parents said that they were concerned that I looked so different the last time I came over like a month ago..

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 3w

Like they said that when I wasn’t eating, not now

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 3w

It was honestly so embarrassing not eating during dinner with my boyfriends parents

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 3w

It’s all just sad tbh. Like I needed my food scale or an exact calorie number for an item or I just wouldn’t eat. Or knowing me if I was in that situation I would have not ate all days and are a small meal then walked 10k steps when I got home.. like.. it takes over your life and I was only in it for those months

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 3w

All day* ate* ugh

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 3w

Eds are honestly so crazy and it’s insidious how a lot of people and influencers promote ed behaviors like they don’t completely take over your life

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 3w

And it’s ridiculous how I felt fat at 155 lbs and 5’11”. Like if I wasn’t underweight, I’m fat and not skinny enough. And I need to look like a model. And the women should be 120 pounds thing set me off tbh like I was like I’m 35 lbs more than that I’m fat.. no you’re literally almost 6ft. And the other half was just how I felt (and still do) feel like I’m losing control in my life and wanted some sense of control. But I’m ngl I gained most of the weight back from spiraling into binge eating

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 3w

One random day?? I’m still trying to find a balance. (Sorry for ranting so much, I just literally never talked about any of this to anyone 😭)

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 3w

By how I’m back at this same exact weight I was before I feel like this is what I’m meant to be and I’m trying to work with that

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 3w

You’re totally fine girlie this is a safe space ily and I’m so glad you’re doing better 🩷

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