
it won't get u closure. no one can give u closure but urself. ur gonna be crying and distraught at the end of the trip wondering why he doesn't want to be with u. ur not unlovable and continuing to choose someone who DID NOT CHOOSE U once is not going to be good for u in any way. this is going to take back any healing that uve done and ur lying to urself if u think it wont. go buy a toy and get on the apps