
Yes. I did for years. The trauma programs your brain to make you think that, you have to be “hot”, “sexy”, and just sexual asf in order to be ENOUGH and LOVED. To feel accepted. That’s not the truth though because you will begin to feel disgusted, useless, worthless, ect. You have to heal and find YOU again. It is possible and yes it can be hard, but it is possible. You are not a whore, slut, hoe. Your body and brain are fucked up and you can heal that and fine your stable peace again.