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Girl Talk 16h
i have bpd and i can tell im not thinking right and i am so aware of how wrong all my thoughts are and i wanna talk to people but nobody is responding and my mind is immediately going to all the worst things like chill please? i feel so gross inside
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Anonymous 16h

like actually i can feel that things are not right i do not feel stable at all i am angry and sad and miserable and lonely feeling and it is a bad combo because i just wanna do crazy shit and lash out and it’s so hard to control this shit bro

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Anonymous 15h

It feels so awful i hate the squirrelly feeling and the super intense urge to let it consume me and blowup all my relationships for feeling a way i know i wont in a couple hour

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 15h

it’s so weird cuz i’ve had a good day but im also like realizing i might be the only one starting any convos in a gc im in with friends and it’s upsetting but idk if i am for sure so it’s like why am i focusing on this? all bc i wanna chat? i just wanna feel less lonely while i don’t feel good i think

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 15h

I getchu. When im having a moment and desperate for connection it feels so weirdly painful to reach out and it makes me feel like im the only one who cares in any of my relationships when that usually is not the case

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 15h

and when ur already waiting on a reply it feels even worse to double text

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