Anonymous #1 5w

thanks 🙂 being on break, as nice as it is being home, i don’t have any friends here. i barely have friends at school but i have more free will there. and bc of that, i have a lot of time on my hands and my brain starts to overthink and convince me that i’m a burden or bothering everyone by existing. doesn’t help that i’m always the first one to reach out and no one reaches out to me first. i’m just so tired

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Anonymous OP 5w

I get that. You’re not a burden for existing, but always being the one to reach out does make you overthink. Sometimes when I’m less busy than my friends I feel that way too. It also might be a matter of making friends who want to check up on you as much as you do them, but sometimes people are busy🤷‍♀️ it depends on the situation

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Anonymous #1 5w

yeah this one girl i’m talking to is definitely busy and not one to be in her phone a lot like me and i find myself anxiously awaiting her response which also sends me spiraling but she’s a genuine person. whereas with my more closer friends, i feel like im the one initiating and the minute i don’t, it’s silence

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