
it feels like every single friendship or relationship or situation i’ve ever been in im the one talking the most im the one reaching out im the one making plans and it fucking sucks bc why do i always have to do everything how come no one just starts talking to me. how come no one makes plans with me why is everything always me me me. it feels like im forcing and begging friendships or a relationship and it fucking sucks and it fucks with my mental so badly.