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Girl Talk 21w
This sounds so pathetic but for almost a decade now I have been known as the biggest stoner everyone knows… but my lungs are starting to feel…. scary.. I’m trying to face quitting. It feels like an identity crisis😭Ik it sounds dumb but help encourage me?
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Anonymous 21w

Lowkey u might be addicted. Maybe u can find an addiction meeting to help u? Also, ik I’m a stranger and this probs means nothing but I’m proud of u for putting ur health first and quitting!!

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Anonymous 21w

Ik this is so dumb I just like don’t WANT to stop smoking bc it’s like part of my normal routine for YEARS and I LIKE it, the smell, the taste, I just also logically know that the weird pains I get and the occasional feeling like even my deepest breath doesn’t give me a satisfactory amount of oxygen is like REALLY BAD(????) so ofc I’m deciding I need to stop. I’m just so sad about it?

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Anonymous 21w

maybe try weaning yourself off with edibles? so it’s not as harsh on your lungs yk

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 21w

And dgmw it’s also lowkey fucking embarrassing… like I’m 24 and it used to sound cool to be “the biggest stoner I know” but now that’s just like a twinge embarrassing….. saying “I’ve been smoking for almost a decade” is like just a shade embarrassing right?? Like that’s not a fucking BRAG yk??? But I acknowledge all of this and still feel so conflicted and sad 😔

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 21w

Oh no I’m surely addicted, I mean even at the very least just my body is, after so many years of daily consumption. I’ve had breaks for tests for jobs here and there so I know I’m capable of not smoking, I just really enjoy smoking yk? Like I said the taste and smell and the action, and ofc how it feels after. But I feel like my issue is more of like, not having much of an identity outside it? Which is pretty embarrassing to admit tbh

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