
I’m in the same boat. Haven’t even applied to graduate school because I’m genuinely scared, stuck and overwhelmed. I just want my mom but we mutually cut each other off before the holidays and i haven’t heard from her. I just need help but I feel like I should know how to do this on my own, I’m just genuinely overwhelmed.
Aww I love you sm. I had a panic attack the other day and cried bc my mom had blocked me (lol) and all I wanted was to talk to her more and here her voice and ground myself. It’s definitely to possible to do everything by yourself but you have to be honest and accept what you can and cannot do and what is healthy for you and what you really want vs what the part of ur brain that sabotages you wants