
Pt 2, I’ve changed a lot since I was a kid. But yet I still like feel guilt for my actions as a kid or even in highschool. I wasn’t horrible or judgmental but I was definitely ugly sometimes and made poor decisions. I don’t know. I want to continue growing and blooming but it’s hard to when I feel like others might see me as the same problematic person
i was that person that grew up thinking being a bitch was cool, and as much as i regret that and am embarrassed by that, im glad that i went through that phase when i was younger so that now i can understand how lame and embarrassing that was and like actively work to not be like that anymore