I’m too scared to genuinely explore my discontent with my gender because I’m afraid that if it turned out I was any more masculine then I’d slowly be isolated from queer and fem spaces and end up completely alone aside from the shallow friendships that most men seem to create. So I tuck any questions into a box and pretend like I figured it out because I don’t want to alone of viewed as dangerous/threatening. Oh also I really like pickle sandwiches

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