ended up seeing him in nyc in august, it was so perfect and magical, i do get a bit exhausted seeing him but only bc we are tg nonstop for days, but i love him sm, ill see him again next month :)
nyc july visit was amazinggg, we said we love each other for the first time. and he said he said it while i was asleep in june🥹. gonna see him in our home city in august, then visit in september. then we go to new orleans for halloween in october