i am so so sorry for your loss. i know this feeling well and honestly it just takes time. the thing that helped me the most was just talking to other people who knew them and reminiscing about the good times. honestly i still havent fully processed how it feels like only the good die young but with time the wound hurts less and less because i allowed myself to process those feelings as they came. i let myself feel shocked, enraged, devastated and never tried to stop those emotions when they came

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