
This was the last resort bae the meds made it worse and I talk for the therapist half the time. I just get angrier than I should and “breathing” doesn’t help 💀I’ve always been wired that way which is why I played sports and weight lifted I stopped now because I’m working 14 hours a day
I’m just saying I’ve been doing it for years. I don’t need judgment over preferring flower or a pen. It’s not like I need it every second but it’s nice to have so it doesn’t ruin my mood and I become negative. I don’t owe you an explanation to understand where I’m at mentally at this point but I know what helps me. Stop telling other people how they should live their lives Jesus
Yeah I also have adhd and finding a doctor to be able to help me with meds like that while I’m an out of state resident really sucks. But both meds never worked together and I’m over my trauma and stuff and weed lwk helped me cuz I had time to reflect and think about myself so I don’t see it as a bad thing to do to wind down for the rest of the day sometimes
I’m just speaking from experience, call it punching ghosts or whatever, but weed use can (and in more people than you might think) trigger other mental disorders particularly psychosis and especially if you’re predisposed to anxiety and once ya got something like that (especially before the age of 25) there’s no getting rid of it It’s just not worth it imo