I have come to the conclusion one reason is all the porn I’ve watched, I used to be so addicted. And every time I watched it I was scared of it but addicted so couldn’t stop. it changed my view of sex.
Idk why I get rlly uncomfortable that guys hook up,and when they wanna hookup w me. maybe it’s my trauma. Like I feel super weird ab them, even when they don’t wanna hookup w me.
pls don’t judge im aware it’s not normal and working on figuring out why!