
This is going to sound like what everyone is telling out outside of here but find something you love. I mean it I was in the same boat as you and I just started hiking again and I honestly had never been happier than I was after a good hike. Also friends are a big factor in how you're feeling too. I had a really toxic friend and I've recently been distancing myself from her and I've felt a lot better. You're doing amazing and it will get better 🤍
Im so sorry you're going through this it's really hard. It feels like nothing is working out but maybe the things that are going well are over shadowed by the not so good stuff. I know it's a shitty feeling rn but just know that the friends reaching out to you are the real ones who care and love you so much